forgotten

I never thought I'd live to learn
My love was just a bribe
I never thought I'd have to fight
Without you by my side
But now that's done and gone
And now the past is what it is
I put metal bars between us 
And cuffs around your wrists
Because we are forgotten
In this never ending war
And it's been so long
We're forgotten what we're fighting for 
I have held you up and pushed you down
And now I'm spinning 'round and 'round
'Cause I can't hold us both anymore
You had your chance to keep me
Now you've blown it far away
I have tried to fix the wounds
You inflict everyday 
But my bandages have worn
And now I'm seeing in the dark
I am done with all the lying
And the everlasting scars